Friendship

Friends...of course everyone has at least one friend, or more. those people who will stay by your side no matter what, & you can actually feel like you can trust them.

those people, are the ones who hurt you the most. i've recently experianced a loss of some of the most important people in my life (besides family, of course) & i feel like i'm not done losing.

As the end of our high school approaches you finally see which friends are real & which are fake. the important people stick with you, they don't dump you because 'your too much of a best friend'

Can you say ridiculous?

That's how i felt when i got stuck getting basically 'dumped' by some pretentious bitch how i thought was my best friend. i tried so hard to get her to tell me why she changed, but i guess the saying is true : 'things happen for a reason'

I've learned that people rush in & out of your life, sometimes for the better. maybe she was never supposed to be there, & maybe she was never a real friend. i can't keep begging for her to talk to me. and she isn't the only one who stopped being my friend. i honestly don't understand why people can't just say things to a person's face.

Honesty doesn't seem like much these days, & it's a sad thing.

Maybe one day we'll end up being friends....
but that's highly unlikely, by her attitude.