think before you speak.

so im a horrible person, yes i've finally admitted it.
im not sayng it so my friend will pity me & tell me what a great person i am

i say it because its true.

i know i am a good person, but as a good person i have to admit that i am not the nicest person out there.

i say things that can really hurt, & for all those who read this ; i am terribly sorry.
everyone says 'at leaast you say it like it is' but i think i should really keep my mouth shut.

i noticed how far i was taking this when i got upset cause a friend told me 'get over it' when i said something totally harsh to my ex/friend. that's when i noticed i should think before i speak and avoid all these emotions i feel.
yes, i am scorned. but i need to stop letting this get in the way of my life.
i want to get over i but i noticed, i wont until i am out of linden for good.

i just want to get over my past, & keep things to myself.
hopefully things are different tommorow.